Sorry I have not posted in awhile, ok it's actually been a month today. Wow, time flies! Honestly I can't say it's been all fun though. My eldest, Hunter, graduated Kindergarten and is currently playing Pitching Machine while the middle son, Mason, played t-ball, and during all this there has been a lot of tears, fears, and just days that I don't want to think. I am so very greatful to my sons and hubby, if it weren't for them I would not get out of bed sometimes. I thought for awhile I was doing really good and then something or nothing at all changes that and I feel like it was yesterday and instead tomorrow it has been 6 months since Aiden went to be with the Lord.
I'm trying to get back to a "Happy Place" where I remember those precious days and not want to cry everytime. I always felt so bad for those mothers who lost their children and now I am one and not really sure how to do it. How do I include him in life without everyone thinking she is dwelling on what she does not have. It's not that I care what others think but then I don't want them pittying me either or thinking they have to walk on eggshells around me.
Please forgive me for not blogging and I promise to start back again.